wow...what a show. i got there when i was supposed to (7) and nobody festive was there yet. SOOOO i talked to marie, barrett and my darling Mike on the phone to pass the time. those were some grand conversations. Finally, barrett got there and the show started up. the dahmer party has ended up quite good. by far the highlight of the evening was seeing a bunch of old buddies: Brian Sanders, Joey, Adam, Steve, Eirik, and Cody. good times. OH! and i saw Alex (the one from the hub and last summer)...luckily i didn't get to talk to him cuz i was busy talkin to cody. muahahah. :)
who's coming with me to see the Dahmer Party on saturday @ the Santa Fe Cafe? woooooo.
~Cassie~ at 1:25 AM;
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
*I remember when things just weren't the same.
My life went up in smoke.
The end came crashing down on me.
Just when I found this piece of sympathy.
You turned your back.
Walked away after the eulogy.
Can I touch your lips?
Feel the motion of your kiss?
I remember when I first saw your face.
You took my breath away and left without a trace.
So here I stand empty handed point of view.
I took some time.
The search is up and I found you.
Can I touch your lips.
Feel the motion of your kiss?
Where did you go?
It's not the distance keeping you from seeing me.
It ain't the weather changing minds or changing dreams.
It's not the sight of you when I stepped off the plane.
I think that things will be much better off this way.
And when my seasons change:
I might have to pray for rain.
Now that I've found you, you're not leaving me.
Please stay right by my side.
I'll give you everything.
There she goes.
There she goes with me.
Another lonely winter I don't think we'll see.
Where did you go?* 18V
~Cassie~ at 12:42 AM;
mood: i'm feeling...betrayed?
music: new dahmer party stuff. what happened to my beautiful Cody? haha.
summer is...here. i need to find new and exciting things to do. i got a reply back from the RTV man...i think i am gonna start a local chapter...c-c-c-c-razy stuff though! it's way involved...and i'm still debating whether or not i should take it on given the frickin Rock the House thing i have to put on for ASB in october...mah!
i've been spending time with pollman, murrad, and gaurav...it's been good times. those kids are funny.
warped tour is coming up! wooooo! the bill for fullerton is effing AMAZING.
mike should be here in mid july. i can't wait to see him. <3.
TODAY IS LOUIE'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BDAY TO THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BOY...EVER. (sidenote: i didn't realize it was 12...his bday was yesterday then, 6/14)
it' difficult to accept that people change. no matter how much you try to ignore the fact that they do...they...do. people lie, people cheat, people keep secrets, people hurt you. it's life. but i don't want to believe it. please...just prove me wrong again.
I FIXED IT!! HOLY FUCK...I AM AMAZING. at least to me. HAHA.
~Cassie~ at 11:58 PM;
Monday, May 31, 2004
i'd fix the background if i knew how. mah.
~Cassie~ at 8:15 PM;
Monday, April 26, 2004
*i am a visitor here, i am not permanent.*
interesting.
mood: ponderous. (?)
music: the postal service "the district sleeps alone tonite"
"so i'm going to let you go. because clearly this distance is too much and it's out of my hands. take care of yourself and hopefully she'll hold your hand and get you thru this. <3 you."
~Cassie~ at 10:19 PM;
it was raining here yesterday and i wanted you here more than ever. i needed you here to save me from myself.
mood:regretful.
music: Transatlanticism by Death Cab for Cutie
~Cassie~ at 11:38 PM;
oh god.
mood:bleh.
music: Sic Transit Gloria...glory fades by BrandNew
~Cassie~ at 1:13 AM;
Sunday, April 11, 2004
i canceled.
if you can't be true to yourself...then who the fuck are you? it kills me to see people pretending to be something they're not...and covering up who they really are. just be real.
i went to my dad's last nite and did the whole easter bunny thing. it was quite festive. i didn't want to go out, i'd rather spend time with my little brother.
family's coming over today, i'm not really looking forward to it. i must away to go get mom some coffee.
Me: is starbucks even open?
mom: of course they are! they're open on christmas...their god is the dollar...the ALMIGHTY DOLLAR!
mood: frustrated
music: tiny vessels by deathcab for cutie.
~Cassie~ at 11:23 AM;
Thursday, April 08, 2004
i'd let you go...but it really just isn't an option right now.
~Cassie~ at 9:21 PM;